I guess..i kinda understand why ppl blog most of their time..now i finally noe why..coz ya can tell stuff dat u dun rily want ppl to hear or listen..ya jus need a open space to let it go..but all in words..yupz. I feel like a real dork..but..oh wells..no one rily does wana come in to my space to care abt me..or i shld jus say..im 'invisible' in this cyber space..

for the past few months..i hv been falling down and hv been
tinking thru lots of stuff..and i realised..
sometimes in life..
we cant jus sit at our couch and tok and ponder all the shits
we been thru and how fucked up our life been..or which i used to say..
'life fucked us all'
but hey..
i dun give a freakin' damn now..i sorta straightened my tots..der r
things in life..and we cant simply sulk all the time..we needa pick ourselves up;
move our ass and take the next step forward..
trust me..life would be vry vry interesting after dat

I feel dat..we need dat sort of courage to face all the problems..once and for all..but..to be honest..sometimes..running away frm dem needs courage too..ARhg..wad am i toking here..

well..I personally..hv my own commitment..with God..now..no matter come what may..i hafta stand strong..even life has rily fucked my world up side down..i rily dun care..i jus wana take His words and walk with Him..and frankly speaking..im not strong at all..im facing a raging storm..and i duno when it'll stop..i dun even noe when it'll calm down..it'll take time to face dem..

my faith..hasnt been my strongest weapon yet..but im trying my rily rily best..to hear His words and visions again..i noe My God has been with me all along..

Argh crap..i tink i hv been lockin. myself at hm for freakin' long..i hvnt been going to sch for days..currently..i dun rily give a damn to sch..i jus wana get along with life..and God too..

I guess things around me rily makes my heart go cold after awhile..